Alcohol Impairs My Life Changing Experience

"Alcohol impairs your ability to reason and contemplate repercussions, then you’re likely to be more forthcoming when you’re drunk." Said, in an article by flask.com. I can completely agree with statement. I was never a person who had to deal, when repercussions when drinking, until a couple days ago when i went out to a bar with a couple of my close friends. I usually know how to control my drinking. If you have ever drank you know that there are limits. Once you hit those limits its like they say, "there is no going back". My main problem was not being at the bar, as i was on normal to good behavior. It was on the car ride home when all of about 4shots were starting to catch up to me. On the car ride home, I was just talking whatever was coming into mind. I blurred out
I felt so bad that she felt that way and it was my fault because she did not need to find out that way. I kept thinking to myself it was terrible she found out that way but it was actually how i truly felt. Two days later we met up and talked it out. I told that he always makes comment towards me that makes me feel very uncomfortable. Most of the time he is being very disrespectful towards be. I told her that i never told her because its non of my business i supported there relationship and as long as she is happy that is all that matters. We ended that she understood how I felt and she forgives me and were no closer than ever. Going through a situation like this really changed me as a person. For one i know i never want to drink so much to the point I hurt one of my close friends. I did not like losing my judgement. I am a control freak so, not have control was the worst. I want to be the best person I can be. As said in an article written by Jeanette Raymond, "Being good is actually being bad to yourself and not in your best interests". This was a very learned experieced, I do not regret it but i dont wish to do it