to keep reminding myself that these children and all of these people are real. The things
that happened to Pharoah and Lafeyette were things that I could never imagine
happening, much less at their young age.
The young children of Horner would make a few extra dollars “offering to watch
people’s cars if they parked on the side streets….” This shows the lack of safety present
in the children’s lives. They spent their early childhood dodging bullets and joining gangs
to, ironically enough, protect them. They looked up to an infamous head drug dealer
named Jimmie Lee. Jimmie Lee’s “very presence and activities ruled their lives.” At the …show more content…
same time, this criminal had sympathy for residents at Henry Horner and was a
respectable person.
He showed this by one day telling an abusive father, “you don’t give
no kid disrespect.” To me, it is too bad that the only good role model in these kids’ lives
is a drug dealer.
The most astounding part of this book is Pharoah’s drive. Lafeyette had similar,
but he was very impressionable by the influence older gang members had on him. This is
shown by when Pharoah’s friend, Ricky, suggested they take some videos from a video
store. Ricky had a bad reputation and was affiliated with a few gangs. Pharoah told his
brother, “let’s leave them, let’s go home,” but Lafeyette stayed and stole tapes with
Ricky. Pharoah excelled in school, taking part in the school spelling bee, and trying his
best regardless of the embarrassing stammer that only got worse with the troubles of
home life. His compassion was also one of the traits I noticed while reading. A good
example of this is when his goldfish died. Pharoah “cried for three hours when he found
his pets floating belly up in their bowl the night before.”
The only thing that angered me was LaJoe’s lack of determination. She could
tell everyone she was housing in her small, cramped house that there wasn’t room
for
her children’s sake. While it is nice and compassionate, she had to put her family first.
Exposing your children to hospitality could be good, but it could also be very dangerous.
LaJoe possibly doesn’t see opportunities she has to leave Horner, or even get her children
out of there. This had me frustrated throughout the novel because of her willingness to
complain and let all of these horrible things happen to her family and herself but not
leave. Her son, Lafeyette, even expressed his desire to live a better life and get out of
Horner. Sometimes, “he would get angry at his mother for not trying harder.”
Unfortunately, my least favorite character was Lafeyette. Possibly, because he
was so guarded from everyone. The most compassionate he had been is when he was
with his mother. He would beg her to let him help clean when his mother was stressed.
He would stay up late to console her in hard times, especially when their federal aid was
cut off. Lafeyette even encouraged his mother to put out his father and older sister, telling
her to “stop being so weak-hearted.”
All-in-all, I feel like through the frustration of disagreement this book was
amazingly written. As previously stated, I was constantly in amazement that these
children’s struggles were real and not fiction, as I kept thinking. The intimacy of
witnessing this family’s life gives you a great appreciation for what you have.