No. F-ing. Way.
I KISSED ****** ****!
This was bad. This was bad bad. This was the Colossus of bad. They were going to build a giant freaking statue commemorating my horror and terrible decision-making and unintended bestie betrayal. And then they’d probably build another. Whoever “they” were.
The kiss was just an additional thing I could add to the list of reasons why I’d potentially just screwed up everything with****. But for now, **** could wait. Sienna couldn’t. I had to talk to her before doing anything else.
The kiss didn’t mean anything. I didn’t even remember it. If only I could make her forget it, too…
…she’d understand, right?Unlike ****, ****** wasn’t afraid to be a dork. And I was ready to dork out with him. I was living in the moment. And I didn’t know if it was by chance or by choice. But I didn’t care. It was time for me…to bust a move.
On the mall floor, Brittney found out that ***** had been her missed connection. I told **** I’d explain it later, but in truth, the story was short. Brittney had connected with the guy she thought was missing. Which made me wonder if I was still missing the guy I had been connected to?
And then I stopped thinking. And I let myself live in the moment. Everything with ****** was easy. Everything was as it was meant to be. Cuz finally the other guy I had been pining over was all but a distant…
…forty feet away.
**** had come to find me at the dance. Clusterf*ck #1. And…he saw me in a scene with ******. Clusterf*ck #2. We were speaking in code and he wanted to know if it was too late. Too late to be with me. I was confused. I didn’t know if I should listen to my head…or my heart. So I went with my hand….that slipped into ******.
One door to my heart had closed. Which meant a new one could open. And ******was more than welcome to walk through it.
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