Her life growing up with her mother led her to lead a sort of double life of how she talks. At home, she spoke to her mother in the “broken” English that her mother spoke; otherwise she spoke in formal English. This paragraph emphasizes her awkwardness as stated “The talk was going along well enough, until I remembered one major difference that made the whole talk sound wrong. My mother was in the room. And it was perhaps the first time she had heard me give a lengthy speech, using the kind of English I have never used with her.” She feels strange and out of place using such proper English with her mother who while knowing of her daughter’s knowledge of English had never had it directed at her. Her knowledge of the English language in verbal form as she stated “a speech filled with carefully wrought grammatical phrases, burdened, it suddenly seemed to me, with normalized forms, past perfect tenses, conditional phrases, all the forms of Standard English” and her ability to make complete and completely formal English through her writing is trying to point out the massive difference between her English and her mother’s. Her constant use of this formal English and various complex English tropes and schemes continue to show how not only her schooling has affected her life but how she can
Her life growing up with her mother led her to lead a sort of double life of how she talks. At home, she spoke to her mother in the “broken” English that her mother spoke; otherwise she spoke in formal English. This paragraph emphasizes her awkwardness as stated “The talk was going along well enough, until I remembered one major difference that made the whole talk sound wrong. My mother was in the room. And it was perhaps the first time she had heard me give a lengthy speech, using the kind of English I have never used with her.” She feels strange and out of place using such proper English with her mother who while knowing of her daughter’s knowledge of English had never had it directed at her. Her knowledge of the English language in verbal form as she stated “a speech filled with carefully wrought grammatical phrases, burdened, it suddenly seemed to me, with normalized forms, past perfect tenses, conditional phrases, all the forms of Standard English” and her ability to make complete and completely formal English through her writing is trying to point out the massive difference between her English and her mother’s. Her constant use of this formal English and various complex English tropes and schemes continue to show how not only her schooling has affected her life but how she can