Gene does not know how to tell Finny about the tree accident, and to him telling anyone else would make the whole situation worse. If someone found out about the fall and actually had evidence that Gene was the culprit he would have no idea what to do. Knowles also uses a smile when describing everything that has gone on throughout the day, “...faded like that first snowfall of the winter”(Knowles 102). For Gene it was such a long day of people questioning him and how he may or may not have caused Gene to fall. He just wanted the day to be over and in the end it was over a lot quicker than he thought it would have been. Gene does not know what to do about the fact that now others are questioning him and Finny is back. Will Finny find out the really truth?
A theme that was apparent in this chapter was identity. Gene is trying to figure out how he is going to survive without Finny with him every second of the day. At the same time, he does not want to be around Finny because he is worried that he is going to find out that he intentionally pushed him. Gene is trying to get ahold of his feelings and navigate through his emotions and get enough courage to tell Finny what really