One could tell that the boy was determined to get the gift for his crush. After he arrives the narrator can tell that his realistic perspective has taken over him. He stated, “I knew my stay was useless….I allowed the two pennies to fall against the sixpence in my pocket...the upper part of the hall was now completely dark...I saw myself as a creature driven and derided by vanity; and my eyes burned with anguish and anger,” (180). He has clearly realized he will never end up with his crush and get something valuable for her with just six cents. In the description of the boy’s awakening from fantasy, the narrator states the two emotions he felt; anguish and anger. Anguish for his course of action due to fantasy, and anger for not realizing this reality
One could tell that the boy was determined to get the gift for his crush. After he arrives the narrator can tell that his realistic perspective has taken over him. He stated, “I knew my stay was useless….I allowed the two pennies to fall against the sixpence in my pocket...the upper part of the hall was now completely dark...I saw myself as a creature driven and derided by vanity; and my eyes burned with anguish and anger,” (180). He has clearly realized he will never end up with his crush and get something valuable for her with just six cents. In the description of the boy’s awakening from fantasy, the narrator states the two emotions he felt; anguish and anger. Anguish for his course of action due to fantasy, and anger for not realizing this reality