Autobiography: Middle Class and Grandfathers House

The riverine coutry of Bangladesh is crossed with so many small and large river.As such a river crossed village shaded by a huge amount of green plants and trees in here…………
I was Born in lower middle class family in 1987.My father Biswanath hira is a well educated person but he engaged himself as a businessman rather than to be a service holder.M y mother Rina Rani Hira is also educated woman.
My family has not many wealth but it try to be honest in any adverse situation.
I was the only children of my family since my younger sister born in 1999.M y younger sister is now in class 10 and she is going to apper SSC examination in this year.S he is brillint student as I ever seen.

My family is some one conservative rater than to be traditional one.I was the only person who has the normal face look in my mind who keep smile in my mind always .It should be noted that I was born in my grandfathers house.

M y grandfathers joint family,my grandfathers are two in number.M y aunt are six in number and my uncle are in two in number.my grandfathers family is a well educated family.

EDUCATIONAL BACKGROUND I was somewhat naughty boy in childhood.But I have eagerness to the study.A t first I admitted in Chardakatia Primary School situated in our village which was one of the leading school in our thana. But due to different village politics and others bad social culture the reputation of our school decreass day by day.A s a result my father and mother realized if I continue here I mean in this school my result and academic result may be hampered.So they decided to send my grandfathers house(mamabari). A s I have a little interest in my mamabari I did not oppose my fathers and mothers decision. So I went to the grandfathers house with a smile face. A ll of the family member of grandfathers were happy to keep me in there family member.

There I was admitted in Union academy high school in class two. I should mentioned that I had been reading upto class one in our village primary school .. As it was a new experience for me to change school but every thing were ok for me because I was familier with them ago as I was born in my grandfathers house. My uncle was a medical officer in local hospital and he was an well educated family member. He helped me in my education my aunt Bina rani mondal also helps in my educaton.They give me their best efforts to educated me well. I also try my best to do well in the examination as a result I stood first in all the examination in the class up to class nine.I would like to mention that I have got primary scholarship in talentful being first in my upazilla. I has been reading in class nine in my grandfathers house. Then as my uncle being a service holder of government has transferred to banaripara of BARISAL. So there were none else to lookafter my stydy being my grandfather an uneducated and my unt were transrerred before as she was a highschool mistress. So I have to leave my grandfathers house when I was in class nine. After returing my village I was admitted to the Chardakatia high schhol situated in our village. From there I completed my secondary school certificate examination securing GPA4.88 out of 5. My parents and teachers of the school wish me to get me GPA 5 in SSC examination.But it was an unfortunate result for me. But I keep faith in almighty creator. After that I was admitted in kalkani Syed Abul Hossain University College. There I was the first boy in science group that college as there were no GPA 5 student were admitted in that time. There were two of my familiar teacher in the department of Bengali and English. They help me cordially to do well in the examination. Not only them but also all of the teacher helped me to do well in the examination. But it is a matter of regret that I can not do well in higher secondary certificate examination. I secured GPA 4.60 out of 5. After completing myHSC examination I came to Dhaka for coaching with a view to admitted in the medical college. But my dream was not fulfill as 2 marks short to admitted in the medical colleage.

I also appeared the examination of Dhaka university and Sher- e-bangla agricultural University. But the serial number of admitting in the Dhaka university was too many long as it does not get any subject. So I have to admitted myself in the Sher-e-bangla agricultural university,. But although admitted in this university my desire to admitting in the medical college does not decreses in a little amount.

So I admitted in the RETINA the medical college coaching and drop my stydy inthe sher-e-bangla agricultural university. But also this time fortune does not favour me.

So I have to continue in Sher –e- bangla agricultural university by getting no others any means. I continue my studies in this university. But there was an dissatisfaction in my mind as I cannot get admitted in any medical college.

This dis satisfaction affects my study much.As a result my academic result were not satisfying for me. After all I have completed my graduation securing CGPA 3.29 out of 4.

Now I am studing in MSc in Agricultural extension and Information System. I found the agricultural extension is one of the leading subject in the Msc programme in Sher-e- bangla agricultural university.

Because there are some extra ordinary and qualified teachers that was not available in any others departments of the university.

FELLINGS AND EMOTIONS I am slight instristic in nature.I can not easily mix with others. This is the bad habit that I posses in my mind during my childhood.As a result due to become adult in this stage I can not leave this habit till now. I also slight talktative in sometimes. I donot mentally depressed in any adverse situation. I always discovers new ideas in my mind that I love to shares with others. I try to help others in a cordial situation. I try to be relaxed in any situation.

The another significant character in my nature is I am somewhat imarginative and trustworthy. Emotionally stability is one of my another reliable character in my mind. I always try to avoid any controversial situation.

During the studing in class of nine I was fall in love with my classmates. But my Classmates did not love me any little bit. She fall in love with another guyes of one class upper of mine.

This unwanted situation hart me very much. But I try to forget him as soon as possible.

But more I try to forget her more she captured in my heart and my mind.This is one of the reason of my changing school during class nine. But soon after I forget him I admitted myself in my new school in the native village of Chardakatia High School. All of the class mates of my class were so friendly that I forget my past in quick time. In my new school I found one my class friend name Toma Roy prefer me some one diffrerents.

At first I did not understood what she want to say or mean. But it does not take no longer time what she want to say or mean,…….As result I was fall in love with Toma. But soon after the news our relation spread over the school and also our parents.My friend help us to continues our relation in any situation but my parents also knew this. At first they does not say anything to my friends.But at the days gone my parents created pressure on me and my friends simultaneously.But as I was young in age I did not try to understand what my parents say what my teachers say.But now I understand what my parents said and what my teachers said in my childhood it was right. They chide me for the sack of my betterment.However I continue my relation with Toma. As the days goes my fellings with toma increases more and more.I continue my relation upto my HSC examination has begun.
But during my HSC examination I try to communicate with Toma. My parents did not love Toma for the fault of tomas parents. Toma’s family were somewhat lower class to mine.That was the fault of Toma as the sight of my parents.

But I try to understand my parents that Toma’s family may be a lower class of mine but that can not be obstracle between me and Tomma.I love tomma .

B ut I did not love the family status of toma, I did not love the hierarchy of tomma,I did not love the social status of tomma. But my parents did not understand me much.

As a result I have to sacrifice my love for the sac of my parents……but I love tomma still now and shall love tomma forever………

EXTRACURRUCULAR ACTIVITIES From my childhood I was somewhat cultural minded. I used take part any cultural programme that held in my sclool. I can call in mind strongly that I would first every time in long jump ‘ high jump,100,200and 400 meter sprint. I also used to participate in intercultural programme such as Rabindra sangeet ,extemporaneous speech, merit examinee and so others programme that held in our school.

But as I was older day by day my cultural activity and cultural mind disappear soon. But I used to play football, cricket all the times.Between football and cricket I prefer cricket most. I was an expert opening batsman and opening baller. Still now I play cricket but my form is now downstairs. My favourite cricket player is Shachin Ramesh Tendulkar who is now the leading cricket superstar in India as well as the whole world. I also like to see the playing of Yaraj Sing, Mahendra Sing Dhoni, Brain Lara ,Ricky Ponting and many oters players. Football is my another favourite game. Argentina is my Favourite team in football.

I also like to see the club football game.Barcelona is my favourite club football team. I like to see the playing of Leionel messi who is the leading superstar of present time. I also like to see the playing of Neymar.

SWEET AND BITTER MEMORIES The memories that I posses in my life most of them are bitter. A few memories that are sweet among them I got talentpul scholarship in class five being first in merit position in the upazilla of Nazirpur in the district of Pirojpur. There are many bitter memories in my life among them I can not get admitted in the medical college first and second time simultaneously in short of a few marks.I think that was my bad luck. But I can not forget those memories todays also. I was also miss the GPA 5 in the SSC and HSC examination in short of few points. Todays still I can not bring smile in my parents but they try everything for me. They provide all of the things necessary for my life betterment although my family were not so wealthy being a lower middle class family , but I can not give them any good news. This the most regretious thing of my life. Although I am a middle class student not so meritious but not so bad. But there were a so many opportunity in my mind to be bloom . But the fortune does not favour me as it happens the others. Now I am the student of the Sher-e-Bangla agricultural university.

There are so many hope in my mind that I want to be a bcs cadre in the public service commissiom of BAPTC. I donot know the fortune will be beside me or not by this time. My family as well as my relatyives all of them found me as a BCS cadre in future life.To be self establish or to raises in a good position in life it is needed to have doa or compliments of all of us. So I think all of us pray for me as my betterments in my life.

FUTURE ASPECT OF MY LIFE During my childhood my aim in life was to be doctor in order to serve the people of my village . But at the days gone my dreams did not come true. I under stand the reality of my life. Due to the felling the realism of life my future plan has to change for the first time. Now I want to be a BCS cadre. If my luck favour me I want to be a majistate of the administration cadre. I know that is a hard task for me but I shall try my best to gain it. I give my best efforts as possible for me to do well in the BCS exam.

MY FRIEND CIRCLE AND BEST FRIEND I have to know with many people to lead my live smoothly. Most of them does not seem to be good for me. But I had few friends which I found real friend for me. Most of the friends that I meet with them in my child in my primary stage. But the friendship with these friends does not long last as my primary education completed. Most of the friend separated after the completion of primary school life .I can hardly recall their name any more. After the completion my primary sclool life I admitted in the Chardakatia High School situated at the upazilla of Nazirpur in the District of pirojpur. In this school I met with many friends among them Santanu ,Uzzal baral,diponkar Roy ,Basudeb Mazi ,Uttam baral,Miltan Sarkar were remarkable. But I measure the importance of my friends Santanu is my best friends among I seen and meet of my friends. I have to see some other friends due to change of my high schhol during in class nine.In my new school there are a lot of friends as I like to meet new friends . Among them Mithun,Prosanto,Mihir,Susanto,Brojen were remarkable.B ut among these friends any one can not make a significant sign in my life. But after completion my High school life I admitted myself in the Kalkini Syed Abul Hossain University college in Madaripur. There were I meet some friends among them Julkar Nine was most remarkable of them.He is my classmates as well my roommate and a competitor of my study.But he helped me as much as possible for him in my study and in my creer. In my coaching life there I meet another good friends name Raihanul Islam who is now in Chittagong medical College.

In Sher-e-Bangla Agricultural university I came to meet with many friends.As I dropped the year first time my friends circle were build in same dropped friends such as Sujan, Oli, Partha,Sajal, Tuhin,Rafiq,Soronika kotha,Nipa Monalesa rumi ,Babu,and many others friends. They all of us helped me in my adverse life sityation. They encourese me as much as possible. I can not forget their significant role in my life

MOST MEMORABLE INCIDENTS The most memorable incidents of my life was the SAARC syudy tour. We went to the India as our SAARC stydy tour.We stayed there 18 days with a group of 25 students. There were many sweet memories in my life. All of the student were so helpful that I can not understand that we were out side our country as abroad.

As most of the student donot understand Hindi Language well we have to face many problem there in shopping and in the restaurant. We also have to face problem during the communication of the people of India as we donnot know hindi language well.

THE UNKNOWN WORD IN MY LIFE WHICH PEOPLES DON”T KNOW I have alredy told here that I am in love with a girl name toma.But I would like to mentioned here that during the time when I fall in love with toma I wrote two noble names “ KHONIKER VALOBASA”and “VALOBASAR LAL GOLAP”

This was only for the sack of my own interest. I dedicated this two NOBLES to my lover toma.

FINISHINH TOUCH At last I want to say that there is a proverb that “TO ERR IS HUMAN” if there are any wrong in my writings please pardon me as your own sack. This is my first writing about myself and this is a continue process . Although Autobiography is not an ending title I will try my best to complete it my livelihood…………