Blake Salvai Monologue
I didn't know how much more I can take. I used to count down the seconds till I got to go home, now I can't wait to leave the house.
As I left work, I can't help but imagine the type of women my husband, Blake Salvai, will bring home tonight. Will she be another skinny, tall blonde or a more exotic girl?
I was surprised when I pulled into the driveway, Blake's car was outside. He's never home early because he can't stand being alone with me.
As I walked into the house I saw Blake sitting in the living room. To anyone else this would be normal but for him it wasn't. When he was home, he would always be in his study or in his bedroom with one of his mistresses. So I didn't know what to expect from him.
I thought this was a sign that he …show more content…
changed, that he wanted to work on our marriage. But what I didn't expect was to hear him say...
"I want a divorce"
Those four words turned my life upside down. He didn't explain. He didn't even let me say anything. Blake just got up and faced me for the first time since I walked in and continued to say....
"Sign the papers and get out," he glared at me. Those eyes that once looked at me with love, adoration, and happiness; held only the emotions of hate and loathing.
He probably saw in my eyes that I wanted to protest, so he said "sign the papers or we'll go to court and I'll make sure you regret not signing them faster."
Even with his treats I still wasn't going to sign them.
I wasn't going to divorce the man I love. I still thought we could fix our marriage. My hopes were still high until he said...
"Don't you get it I hate this, I hate you. All you have done is make me miserable. I thought you were different, that's why I married you. But you're like all the others: clingy, a gold digger, a cheater, and a liar. I regret marrying you, and this is the only way I can escape this nightmare of a marriage."
After having heard the things he just said, I finally realized that he really did despised me and he really couldn't stand being married to me any longer. I could handle his speech, because I knew that I wasn't what he accused me of. But what got to me was when we said that he regretted marrying me.
When I heard him shout at me about regretting our marriage, all I could think about was the night of our wedding. That night he said that he regretted a lot of things but he would never regret marrying me. At the time I was over the moon when he said that, looking at him with adoration wondering how I was able to get such a perfect man like him to be my husband. Now I could finally see that he wasn't perfect. He was really the devil in
disguise.
That sentence made me sign the papers without a fight. To him it might have seem like I signed the papers because I knew what he accused me of was true. But to me, signing the papers meant that I was finally letting go of my hope that someday we could find our happily ever after again.
As I left work, I can't help but imagine the type of women my husband, Blake Salvai, will bring home tonight. Will she be another skinny, tall blonde or a more exotic girl?
I was surprised when I pulled into the driveway, Blake's car was outside. He's never home early because he can't stand being alone with me.
As I walked into the house I saw Blake sitting in the living room. To anyone else this would be normal but for him it wasn't. When he was home, he would always be in his study or in his bedroom with one of his mistresses. So I didn't know what to expect from him.
I thought this was a sign that he …show more content…
changed, that he wanted to work on our marriage. But what I didn't expect was to hear him say...
"I want a divorce"
Those four words turned my life upside down. He didn't explain. He didn't even let me say anything. Blake just got up and faced me for the first time since I walked in and continued to say....
"Sign the papers and get out," he glared at me. Those eyes that once looked at me with love, adoration, and happiness; held only the emotions of hate and loathing.
He probably saw in my eyes that I wanted to protest, so he said "sign the papers or we'll go to court and I'll make sure you regret not signing them faster."
Even with his treats I still wasn't going to sign them.
I wasn't going to divorce the man I love. I still thought we could fix our marriage. My hopes were still high until he said...
"Don't you get it I hate this, I hate you. All you have done is make me miserable. I thought you were different, that's why I married you. But you're like all the others: clingy, a gold digger, a cheater, and a liar. I regret marrying you, and this is the only way I can escape this nightmare of a marriage."
After having heard the things he just said, I finally realized that he really did despised me and he really couldn't stand being married to me any longer. I could handle his speech, because I knew that I wasn't what he accused me of. But what got to me was when we said that he regretted marrying me.
When I heard him shout at me about regretting our marriage, all I could think about was the night of our wedding. That night he said that he regretted a lot of things but he would never regret marrying me. At the time I was over the moon when he said that, looking at him with adoration wondering how I was able to get such a perfect man like him to be my husband. Now I could finally see that he wasn't perfect. He was really the devil in
disguise.
That sentence made me sign the papers without a fight. To him it might have seem like I signed the papers because I knew what he accused me of was true. But to me, signing the papers meant that I was finally letting go of my hope that someday we could find our happily ever after again.