Catherine Barkley Diary Entry Analysis

lEnglish IOP final
Book – a farewell to arms
Topic –diary entry of Catherine barkley

Dear diary,
Over the last few days I am feeling very happy and confused at the same time , this is happening from the day I met him, oh he is good in every sence ,I always imagined a partner like him, he is all I want but I am getting thes weird feeling about all of this , I mean it is not that he is evil or anything it is just that I think that he is taking me and my feeling for a game , I mean this is a game and the worst part is he keeps on doing it , I cannot concentrate on the things that really matter, I know my beloved will never come back but I don’t know why I never quit thinking about him?, why my love for fedrick hennery is increasing by
theway I was , I still remember the time we spent in Milan and what we did over there , I cannot forget those eyes which used to look aat me , the inoocence filled in them , the love which I could see in his eyes
When ever I start to think about the incident in Milan my mind wonder in many conclutions, lets take the example of the hotel ,you were there you saw it , it was so weird and I don’t know what to say , did you see the way I was treated I felt like a whore ,but then he consoled me , nothing much happened that night , but did you rember