But after my mother found out everything, I was forced to leave James and my old life behind to get better. As soon as I got to the center I had finally seen what was wrong. I made myself a promise that I would forget about James and the drugs he got me addicted to. But knowing that I’m about to start school once again, I can’t keep my consciousness clear of the thoughts of him any longer. One last night of thoughts of school and James before I fall asleep to wake for tomorrow…
“Mara, wake up! Its six o’clock. You need to get up.” My mother’s voice awakens me. I slowly draw myself out of bed and into the bathroom. I examine myself in the mirror. My shoulder length hair is disheveled from a deep nights sleep. The purplish bags beneath my eyes look as if they’ll never wane. My cheeks have a slight rose in them, though only evident if one looks closely. My skin has returned to its healthy golden-brown shade, just as my hair has gotten thicker and stronger; also returning to its light auburn color. I’ve also put on weight, recovering from my weak 110 lbs. to a pleasant 130 lbs. My rehab counselor rewarded me with a Snickers Bar; classic. In all my months at rehab, I’d forgotten how it is always such a hurry to get out the door on a school morning. Run this way, run that way, don’t forget this, almost forgot that. I’m almost