14/08/1910
This is the most fortunate day of my life. I couldn't believe I get a job in Birling's factory. This factory is in the countryside, I like this environment, it is peaceful. There are lots of cool girls in the factory, I can't make friends with them, we all know we are different, anyway, I enjoy the time to be along. My mom was so excited when I told her I got a job, I also told her I will earn lots of money and bring her a holiday.
12/09/1910
The work in the factory is monotonous, it is not that exciting as I expected. I have worked here for four weeks probably. Sometimes I will think about my boss, I heard someone call him Mr. Birling, but I haven't seen him yet. What is he like? I imagine he must be a vegetative …show more content…
27/09/1910
Mr. Birling is cruel, he required us to work 70 hours per week, however, this hard earned wage is just enough for me to pay the rent. I spoke to Mr. Birling today, he rejected my requirement and won't give anyone pay rise. He said 'It's a free country isn't it?'. For god sake, forget this free country. He doesn't care the girl in the working class as long as he can go to his gorgeous house and have a delightful dinner with his family. What about me? What about us? How can we survive without a job?
I don't want to beg this bastard but I afraid I have to. …show more content…
He gave me lots of money, that could last for a long time. I used to think he loves me. But he left me recently, he even didn't leave a note for me before he left. But never mind, his money can still last for a while.
Oh, right, I met a squiffy guy today, he is called Eric, he is an interesting guy, sometimes he is shy, sometimes he is assertive. We went to bed without contraception. I am afraid I will be pregnant.
15/09/1911
My life is a total mess recently; I always feel unwell. I afraid I am pregnant. How can I tell him this? I hope I will never tell him.
I notice there is a women's charity committee, I have an appointment with it next week. God bless me it can really help me.
21/09/1911
I told Eric I am pregnant, he seemed so worried. I could see he had not prepared to be a father. I will not force him. Today he gave me a pile of money, I can't believe he has such amount of deposit. I asked him is this money he stolen from others, he didn't answer me. I thought I got the answer. I couldn't take this money but I have to survive, my baby has to