I was one hundred and two I’d have known what to say”. She wants the experience that comes with age, but she also knows that she still just has the experiences that go along with being eleven years old. The red sweater episode of the story is a conflict that impacts the narrator. She feels humiliated by the experience with the red sweater. She feels even more humiliated, because she cries in front of her class. She tries to tell herself it will be better once she gets home to open presents and eat cake. But she is still embarrassed over the ordeal. The narrator reveals that we carry each age experience with us throughout our lives. We do not outgrow each age, but rather carry it with us. As the narrator perfectly describes it “the way you grow old is kind of like an onion or like the rings inside a tree trunk or like my little wooden dolls that fit one inside the other, each year inside the next one”.
I was one hundred and two I’d have known what to say”. She wants the experience that comes with age, but she also knows that she still just has the experiences that go along with being eleven years old. The red sweater episode of the story is a conflict that impacts the narrator. She feels humiliated by the experience with the red sweater. She feels even more humiliated, because she cries in front of her class. She tries to tell herself it will be better once she gets home to open presents and eat cake. But she is still embarrassed over the ordeal. The narrator reveals that we carry each age experience with us throughout our lives. We do not outgrow each age, but rather carry it with us. As the narrator perfectly describes it “the way you grow old is kind of like an onion or like the rings inside a tree trunk or like my little wooden dolls that fit one inside the other, each year inside the next one”.