Never shall I forget those moments that murdered my God and my soul and turned my dreams to ashes. Never shall I forget those things, even if I were condemned to live as long as God himself "(34). Elie's God has been murdered because he cannot fathom a God that would allow for something this evil to happen. At this moment, Elie feels abandoned by God, but Elie keeps the memory of this night in his mind forever because something so terrible cannot be forgotten so as to not repeat it. Like the fire that burns innocent Jews, the night that murdered Elie's God is burned into his mind forever. Elie's struggle to believe in God is apparent in his word choice about Akiba Drumer. After working Akiba spent time reading the bible to try and find a sign, but Elie does not believe him. "Still lost in his Kabbalistic dreams, Akiba Drumer had discovered a verse in the Bible which, translated into numbers, made it possible for him to predict Redemption in the weeks to come" (45). Elie uses words like "lost" and "dreams" because he does not believe that God's Redemption will come and help him. Elie ignores Akiba's predictions because he believes that hope in God is false hope. Although Elie forsakes God's justice and compassion he does not give up on his faith
Never shall I forget those moments that murdered my God and my soul and turned my dreams to ashes. Never shall I forget those things, even if I were condemned to live as long as God himself "(34). Elie's God has been murdered because he cannot fathom a God that would allow for something this evil to happen. At this moment, Elie feels abandoned by God, but Elie keeps the memory of this night in his mind forever because something so terrible cannot be forgotten so as to not repeat it. Like the fire that burns innocent Jews, the night that murdered Elie's God is burned into his mind forever. Elie's struggle to believe in God is apparent in his word choice about Akiba Drumer. After working Akiba spent time reading the bible to try and find a sign, but Elie does not believe him. "Still lost in his Kabbalistic dreams, Akiba Drumer had discovered a verse in the Bible which, translated into numbers, made it possible for him to predict Redemption in the weeks to come" (45). Elie uses words like "lost" and "dreams" because he does not believe that God's Redemption will come and help him. Elie ignores Akiba's predictions because he believes that hope in God is false hope. Although Elie forsakes God's justice and compassion he does not give up on his faith