Epilogue: If I Could Live My Life Over Again

Epilogue: If I Could Live My Life Over Again, I would… I wouldn’t necessarily change anything because I believe when people did things in the past; it’s meant to be that way. Though, I do wish that I would’ve cherished my memories as a child more. I often find myself remembering memories but they seem faded in an odd way. It’s also funny because I either remember things not so well or I immediately think of them. Like I said, I don’t believe people should want to change their past; it’s what it’s meant to be. Though, if there was something I could change right now I would want to be more bright and lively. I’m always either bubbly and happy or tired and wanting to wrap myself in a blanket and draw. There’s never an in between with me. I always try to laugh it out and just make the best of situations.
If my friends could describe me they would probably say I’m the quiet quirky girl who reads and writes fanfiction, who always has her ear buds in when she can get the chance to listen to music.
The girl who is always is obsessing over BTS, Marvel and never faltering to wear an oversized hoodie almost every day. I’m always craving a warm cup of coffee and a nice place to snuggle into and watch YouTube or write. It’s funny because my friend Caroline got me into Harry Style’s music, and I clearly remember the time I was listening to his song called Carolina for the first time very early in the morning and I was making a cup of coffee. So now whenever I listen to Carolina I always think of coffee and early mornings. I’m not sure of what they think of when they initially think of me, but it might be along the lines of something like
that. I think I’m quite an old soul—I personally think I was born in the wrong generation because I love old music and vintage things. Also, I think that I might be a mixture of an old soul and a new soul because I also love some new things. I do like some types of new music, and I definitely love simple fashion and I’m undoubtedly attached to my computer. I think I tend to occasionally live in the past as well because I always link certain songs that I have heard over the years of my early childhood. So whenever I hear a certain Linkin Park song or a Duran Duran one it’ll take me back to a particular time. It’s kind of like a time machine but way more personalized. Whenever I listen to Duran Duran’s song called Rio, I’ll think of the fair because I listened to it on repeat the whole way there. I really hope in the future that I’m doing something along the lines of art related. It’s been a dream of mine ever since I could remember. I also really want to become an author because the idea of writing something completely knew and being able to share it with the world seems so exciting and thrilling to do. It’s hard to put into words on how I want people to remember me when they think of me. Of course, I want people to like me as a nice person. I want people to remember me as the one who is always there for people no matter what. I always want to leave a good impression on people because you never know when you’ll see them again—either in a few days, weeks or even the matter of years.