Every long drive is challenging for me since I am afraid that I could fall asleep and another accident could happen. Thinking that staying awake and watching the road would protect me from a potential accident is irrational, but I am helpless with that. I can watch the road for hours, paying close attention to crazy drivers and making some what if scenarios in my mind. Usually, I make a prediction about a potential accident and its consequences, and this process keeps me awake and gives the feeling of control. No one can convince me to take a nap. I will be always watching the road and thinking about a possible danger - a car accident. Clearly, my paranoid belief takes over my mind at the unconscious level, hindering the conscious to make a rational decision to close my eyes and fall
Every long drive is challenging for me since I am afraid that I could fall asleep and another accident could happen. Thinking that staying awake and watching the road would protect me from a potential accident is irrational, but I am helpless with that. I can watch the road for hours, paying close attention to crazy drivers and making some what if scenarios in my mind. Usually, I make a prediction about a potential accident and its consequences, and this process keeps me awake and gives the feeling of control. No one can convince me to take a nap. I will be always watching the road and thinking about a possible danger - a car accident. Clearly, my paranoid belief takes over my mind at the unconscious level, hindering the conscious to make a rational decision to close my eyes and fall