bitter, feebly, challenging my midnight raids from time to time, crazy with shame that he is always spared, and furiously jealous of the dead” (Gardener 90).
Unferth is so concerned with the idea of heroism he goes to extreme measures to obtain it any way he can : “You think I came without a hope of winning-- came to escape indignity by suicide!
I didn’t know how deep the pool was. I had a chance. I knew I had no more than that. It’s all a hero asks for” (Gardener 89). Unferth talks with Beowulf towards the end, although it does not work out for Unferth the way he hopes “He took a deep breath. He would try to be a better person, yes. He forced a smile, but it was twisted out of his control. Tears! He got up suddenly and, without a word, walked out” (Gardner 164). In Grendel, John Gardner weaves Unferth throughout the novel a great deal more the reader manages see just how cowardly and driven by the idea of
heroism.