Explain Why I Shouldn T Be Misunderstood

I shouldn’t be misunderstood
Every day I follow these guidelines
To make myself look good

I have obligations that I can’t decline
Mama always told me to dress appropriately like she always would
While eating she said to eat moderate to maintain my curvy waistline

She showed rejection towards me whenever I don’t groom like I should
When she did that I cried and whine
I felt the notion that she was careless of me for good

I later learn she wanted to train me at early age to finish early in line
She’d force me to do the things I don’t want to do and it felt like a ton of workload
At that point, I wasn’t fine

At seventeen, I wanted to discover the world without my mother so I hopped on a railroad
I remembered it was nine
Five hours later