I was lacking the support I needed and I was not giving myself as much credit as I should have been giving myself. This aphorism means a lot and relates to my life in the way that I have lost a lot of people in my life and not necessarily by death but because my family has been torn apart by society, drugs, and things drugs lead to. When I was five years old my dad left my mom and I because of the drugs and people who were in drugs. At the moment it had no impact because I was young and all I noticed was that my mom would leave the house more often, earlier or come back a little later. I never realized it was because my mom was taking on two jobs at the time to support me and all my needs, today I wonder what my mom’s motivation was. Was I the only motivation left to her? Today , tomorrow , and everyday my mom will forever be my motivation because she does a lot that I take for granted and supports me in all ways possible. Most people would be depressed for a while and honestly sometimes it does get to me and I think about how much my life would change if it was the other way around or if they had actually stayed together. Looking back through all the bad things you have been through in life you cannot sit around and just be sad you have to overcome it and learn from it. Learn that not everyone is going to stay
I was lacking the support I needed and I was not giving myself as much credit as I should have been giving myself. This aphorism means a lot and relates to my life in the way that I have lost a lot of people in my life and not necessarily by death but because my family has been torn apart by society, drugs, and things drugs lead to. When I was five years old my dad left my mom and I because of the drugs and people who were in drugs. At the moment it had no impact because I was young and all I noticed was that my mom would leave the house more often, earlier or come back a little later. I never realized it was because my mom was taking on two jobs at the time to support me and all my needs, today I wonder what my mom’s motivation was. Was I the only motivation left to her? Today , tomorrow , and everyday my mom will forever be my motivation because she does a lot that I take for granted and supports me in all ways possible. Most people would be depressed for a while and honestly sometimes it does get to me and I think about how much my life would change if it was the other way around or if they had actually stayed together. Looking back through all the bad things you have been through in life you cannot sit around and just be sad you have to overcome it and learn from it. Learn that not everyone is going to stay