First Love

Before I start telling you my story, I would like to tell you that I believe in love at first sight. It happened to me and I am sure it has happened to a lot of other people.

One day, after finishing from work I went to catch the bus home as I usually did. I sat down and opposite me there was this incredible girl looking at me. Our eyes met and it was like our souls joined. We couldn't stop looking at each other.
I knew deep down inside that she was the one for me. After a while, I got the giggles and she gave me the most incredible smile. It took my breath away. I felt something I have never felt in my life before, what I believe to be true love. For my whole trip home we kept on looking at each other. I was a bit shy, so I kept looking away. When I got off the bus, I felt this emptiness inside. As the bus drove past me, she looked at me and smiled. It took my breath away and I felt that we were destined to be together. When I got home, I couldn't stop thinking about her. A week passed and I still remembered the way our eyes joined and the incredible smile she gave me. I went to the same bus stop praying I would see her again. No luck, she wasn't there. A week later I got on to the bus sat down then after five minutes someone came and sat next to me. When I looked, I realized that it was her. We both smiled at each other like we were so happy to see each other again. When we started to talk we became even more fascinated about each other. She offered to take me to the theater to see a movie and I said, "Yes, I would love to." It turned out perfectly, we both had a lot of fun and it seemed we were soul mates. We kept on arranging to go out with each other. After four months, we realized we were madly in love with each other. She told me she came to that bus stop the next day hoping he would see me again.
Back in 2011, we both had feelings for other people and came to a mutual agreement to remain friends, best friends at that. I have continued to write her letters in the mail explain how things are in my life and current events that have taken place in Riverside California, although talking on the phone and being able to hear the tone in her voice has a significant value, I believe that holding a physical letter holds more. The last time I contacted her on March 1st 2013, I received an email failure. Her email address is no longer active. About a million thoughts are currently flowing through my mind and one of them being (Does she still want to keep in touch?)

Although I am in a relationship with a woman that I care for very much, I still wake up from a deep sleep remembering that very same day she came into my life with that sweet smile, and the innocence of her eye contact. I often wonder if it is normal to have stronger feeling for a woman I first fell in love with, other that a woman that I cherish today.