In addition, Charlie embarked on troublesome romances that had potential without him sacrificing who he was. Charlie’s growth with women initiated from the warmth he sensed with Alice Kinnian. Alice was always somebody Charlie could turn to for advice, before his operation and again at the onset when he was still developing knowledge. Therefore, when Charlie’s intelligence matured he realized his love for her. At first Alice asserted that they keep their relationship professional, but later found herself intimate with him on several occasions. Although at each approach Charlie felt the “Other Charlie”, the one who existed before the surgery, watching him through a window. Memories of his mother whipping him for sexual urges haunted him from having sex with Alice. This is due to the fact that the operation left Charlie emotionally an adolescent. The surgery did not mentally erase the “Other Charlie’ from the new one’s mind, creating complications for their relationship. With Alice on a pedestal, Charlie fulfills his sexual frustrations with a woman, Fay Lillman who lives across the hall, in hopes of being experienced for Alice. The “Other Charlie” does not infringe on his intimacy with Fay because Charlie does not love her. Although in efforts to be with Alice, Charlie pictures Fay when he is close with Alice to fool the “Other Charlie”, although his guilt strikes back at him and once again
In addition, Charlie embarked on troublesome romances that had potential without him sacrificing who he was. Charlie’s growth with women initiated from the warmth he sensed with Alice Kinnian. Alice was always somebody Charlie could turn to for advice, before his operation and again at the onset when he was still developing knowledge. Therefore, when Charlie’s intelligence matured he realized his love for her. At first Alice asserted that they keep their relationship professional, but later found herself intimate with him on several occasions. Although at each approach Charlie felt the “Other Charlie”, the one who existed before the surgery, watching him through a window. Memories of his mother whipping him for sexual urges haunted him from having sex with Alice. This is due to the fact that the operation left Charlie emotionally an adolescent. The surgery did not mentally erase the “Other Charlie’ from the new one’s mind, creating complications for their relationship. With Alice on a pedestal, Charlie fulfills his sexual frustrations with a woman, Fay Lillman who lives across the hall, in hopes of being experienced for Alice. The “Other Charlie” does not infringe on his intimacy with Fay because Charlie does not love her. Although in efforts to be with Alice, Charlie pictures Fay when he is close with Alice to fool the “Other Charlie”, although his guilt strikes back at him and once again