There is not an easy way of saying this, but I have not an ignominious thing. I have created a monster. The origin of this monster was an effect of my curiosity and ambitious …show more content…
He found my precious brother, William, and exerted all his rage onto him. I felt the blood of William and the accused of murder, Justine, on my hands. I was guilty of two murders and it consumed me from the inside out. The guilt made me physically sick. I was in such a state that all my loved ones questioned what was ailing me. Without Justine and William, Elizabeth, Ernest, Henry and my father are all I have left. When I had my encounter with him, he made a horrifying request. He felt alone with no one by his side and therefore, I was to make him a mate. My initial instinct was to refuse the horrid request, but as I began dwelling upon it increasingly gained greater appeal. The idea of finally being rid of the monster was quenched a burning fire in my heart. I did not want him to continue his rampage and kill everyone else dear to me. Therefore, I consented to his …show more content…
I stalled in my work because something felt disconcerting, but I finally began. As I began my work, senarios constantly pounded my skull in which the thing I was about to create was worse than the nightmare of the original. I could no longer complete the task. The guilt of unknowingly creating the first monster caused the crushing of any hope of absolution with the people of the lives I destroyed, so how much greater it would be if I chose to unleash another monster onto all humanity. I could not bear the thought of it.
In final words, I am transcribing this letter to you before i destroy the remnants of the possibility of creating a mate for my creature. I strongly caution you when you pursue your ambitions. My ambitions were my downfall and they affected many of my loved ones. I wish that you could have been those who perished, but let us learn from my mistake that cost them their lives. Remember that I love you deeply and that I will do whatever it takes to ensure that our family is safe. I will dispose of the monster if it is the last thing I