He faced hallucination when he stated, “A hallucination, I suppose, but it was as real as anything I would ever feel. I saw my brother and sister, all the townsfolk, the mayor and the entire Chamber of Commerce and all my old teachers and girlfriends and high school buddies.” This reference shows his internal conflict with the pressure he encountered by the state. The hallucination made him realized that his early decision was a gutless act and he must face the fact he must fight in the Vietnam War. As an individual, he also felt
He faced hallucination when he stated, “A hallucination, I suppose, but it was as real as anything I would ever feel. I saw my brother and sister, all the townsfolk, the mayor and the entire Chamber of Commerce and all my old teachers and girlfriends and high school buddies.” This reference shows his internal conflict with the pressure he encountered by the state. The hallucination made him realized that his early decision was a gutless act and he must face the fact he must fight in the Vietnam War. As an individual, he also felt