Businesses were closing left and right and the people that still had jobs were getting paid less and less as the days went by.
People were not able to afford the food we sold. We had to lower our prices just so that we could get something for the work we were doing. The lower the prices went the more I worried about my family’s welfare. Eventually, we had to move out of our home that we have had when we first got married. I was heart broken, devastated, and full of despair. I had a plan to avoid this situation but I did not have a plan to back up that plan. I had money saved in a bank for a rainy day, but the bank our rainy day money was in had gotten taken when our family bank went
bankrupt. Most children went with questions unanswered and needed support and hope for things to be right, but we could not ensure that. We watched as children’s joyful and cheery expressions turned to an uneasy and sad look. It broke our heart to see our children this way. The activities they did on a daily basis decreased each day until one day they just stopped, and they began to look lifeless as they mopped around the house all day. Animals got so full of happiness that they started getting restless because of the lack of exercise they did with the children. They were starting to be of no use because they would not eat and because they could sense something was going wrong. I should have seen the signs and sold them when I had the chance, but it was too late. We were running out of money and it was getting difficult to feed them, so as a provider I had to kill the animals. I remember the look on the children’s faces as they came around the corner and saw me shoot the last pig we had. They had all raised the pig from the time it was just a little piglet. Now we are were down to our last and my husband had to leave to find work. Our family had now becamed a struggling, unhappy divided family. I now missed the family activities, the house full of happy children, and my husband.