Leaving home and living on his own is an aspiration of Holden’s, but this is made into a child-like fantasy world in his mind. Holden dreams of being a protector over children, a “catcher in the rye”, from the danger of becoming an adult.
Sexual relations appeal to Holden’s maturing mindset, yet he also finds these actions indecent. When Holden first arrives at the Edmont hotel, he looks out his window and watches the people on the other side of the building. He sees people partaking in odd activities such as cross dressing and couple squirting water on each other. Watching these people makes Holden think about his own sexual opinions and desires: “The thing is though, I