She was smart and imaginative, however she felt that people judge her unfairly because of her appearance. She felt misunderstood, and fantasized that she was a blonde girl with blue eyes trapped in a “black ugly dream” and she’ll up and reveal her real self at any moment. Maya described her social and familial displacement as “unnecessary insults” along …show more content…
She learns to confront racism and eventually she secures a position as the first black conductor on a San Francisco streetcar, which is one of her biggest achievements. She also learns to confront her own mistakes with dignity and honor; she never forgot her guilt about lying in court and, in the Los Angeles junkyard, she realized she needed to think not just in terms of black and white, but to also think in terms of humanity. She showed the power of forgiveness when she tried to find positive qualities in Big Bailey and to show compassion toward Dolores. She remains insecure, especially about her sexuality and appearance, but eventually she learns to trust her own abilities when she realizes that she will be able to care for her newborn