If They Only Knew My Life Story

If they only knew my life story they’d realize why I describe myself as fearless. It takes a person who can just sit back and watch their life crumble down on them and build it back up on their own and even bigger and better to have the type of heart that I have. At a young age I learned that either its life or death just like if you were playing Russian roulette. After my dad passed I felt that life would never get any better for me. My life would always be stuck in in the same moment kind of like I was going through déjà vu for years on at a time wondering if fate would be in my favor.

I was scared move forward in life because if I did and it didn’t work I knew that it would only shoot me down and I’d feel like I failed myself once again.
Now 9 years later I’m here after everything that happened and it really amazes me what beautiful woman that I became to be and I did this all on my own. Now I’m able to help others who are going through the same thing and watch them grown in to beautiful human beings and thats what I want people to see in me. When I walk into the room I want people to say “look at that girl you can tell by her appearance and the way that she carries herself that she is on fire”. I want little girls to aspire to be like me or even better and just set an example for people to see that even though the years were dreary, one day your light will shine gain it may not be now but if you just hold on with your grace it will come to you soon.