KC03500055 / BSCS 3 – LITR01F1 Ms. Mary Grace Mendoza
A JOURNEY IN MY FULL MOON
This is my story where I deeply in love with a person who never loved me and I tried to get out of my mind but, having a first love was very complicated to refuse. And falling in love too early without maturity was my biggest mistake.
My heart beats when I was a Grade 6 student where our seating arrangement began and I met a guy who became my seatmate… his name is Christopher. As we met each other, our communication was bottomless. When I cried, he was the one who have cares and concerns to me. He was the one who give me smiles with full of delight. I never forget the time when we became great pals but, those things won’t last forever due to an incident. I left my notebook in my armchair for a short moment and when I came back, a secret revelation was opened as my female classmates read some contents on what do I feel on him and there was a misinterpretation on few statements… “Friendship relationship”. Christopher was upset as he thinks we had a relationship which I didn’t mean for. Since, the incident had already happened even could never been rewind, my overwhelming love began.
For 5 years remaining (including our high school life) in my alma mater, I was still loving him even I face the consequence and sufferings from him and my entire high school schoolmates. Even my family esp. my mother, she scolds me and gave a lot of physical pains just to keep me far away from him but my heart, my mind and my entire body wants to follow him because I think I won’t see him again once we finished high school. Christopher is my first love and it’s impossible to refuse him easily. Every time I tried to overlook him, I dream of him in many scenarios…
And how crazy and juvenile I am! Every time he implicates me, I revenge him but every time I do that, I was still a loser for many reasons. There were times he badly criticized me that