I need something on my side. Anything"
He just hoped, begged it was enough. He knew he was going to prison. He adminted the crime. He knew that nothing could prevent him from getting sent down. After all, he was being charged with GBH and that isn't exactly the best offense expecially with a record and previously being on trial for ABH. He knew there was no escape from a cell but he was hoping he would be able to go back to his fiance soon, he wasn't sure how long he could cope, Robert had grown to mean everything to him and he was so scared Robert wouldn't want to stay if the sentence was too large.
He shook that thought out of his head, knowing that Robert would never cheat on him. Trying to know at least becuase it wasn't that he didn't trust Robert it was sustainable that he knew he could never be good enough for him and desevered so much better than him. Why should you expect somebody else to love you when you can't even loved yourself? But the thing was, Aaron loved Robert like Robert was himself and he spent so much focus on loving he couldn't tell her was loved back. Maybe he didn't know what being loved fealt like. Being loved becuase of who he is not becuase he is