I had completely forgotten Louis’ appointment with Baroness Portella until the next morning when he was dressing to leave. I wanted to go with him, but even though Boudreaux and Louis both said that they felt the meeting was because of me, I dared not ask to go. The Baroness had not requested my presence there. Anxiously, I waited his return, but it was hours before he did return and by that time, I had become angry. When he walked in, I could see right away that all was not well.
“Where have you been? You’ve been gone for hours!” I exclaimed.
Louis walked straight to the liquor decanter and poured himself a glass of rum. He promptly drank a third of it before he spoke.
“I do apologize for my lengthy absence, but it is done. We shall have no more worries over the Baroness and her sick games. She has fled to Paris.”
“What did you do, Louis?”
“I reported her to the authorities- it was the only way… …show more content…
If more women were plain spoken and told their husbands what they wanted, maybe it would not be so complicated… the way you did when we married. You told me your wishes… and I know that I told you that many women are frigid. Moreover, that many mothers raise their daughters to think sex disgusting and vile. What I did not say was that if they do enjoy sex, they are too embarrassed to tell their spouses what they wish or they are afraid they will be accused of being wanton. Most women that go to Madame’s playrooms are sexually frustrated; they only seek pleasure. They do not know of the Baronesses and the madam’s cruelty, they go to them to experience sexual gratification- but sex should not be forced on anyone; especially a slave that has no say so whatsoever in what they can and cannot do. This woman has some sort of mystical powers or spells that she uses to bend and contort people to her wicked wishes- she twisted me and used me. I was very young- it was all good while it was happening, but afterward I felt