This also shows once he escapes the camps finally, going into a life of violence and alcohol until he finds religion and is saved. At one of the camps, there is a guard who is especially against him. He gets tormented by this guard more than any others. Whether it is a chore, or just a beating he is always getting into some sort of punishment. He does not want the guards to feel like he has power over him. He always got out of these bad situations when he was a child, and thinks he can get out of this one as well. Louis is a strong individual, both physically and mentally. He tries to joke around to cheer his spirits up. Even though he has some dark thoughts at points, he always pushes through. He is hopeful that he will be released some time and go back to his life. He uses this hope to get him through all his pain. He wants his life back and can not stand these camps anymore. He was always a rebellious person and used this. He thinks this way because he knows deep down it will all get better and he will return to his normal
This also shows once he escapes the camps finally, going into a life of violence and alcohol until he finds religion and is saved. At one of the camps, there is a guard who is especially against him. He gets tormented by this guard more than any others. Whether it is a chore, or just a beating he is always getting into some sort of punishment. He does not want the guards to feel like he has power over him. He always got out of these bad situations when he was a child, and thinks he can get out of this one as well. Louis is a strong individual, both physically and mentally. He tries to joke around to cheer his spirits up. Even though he has some dark thoughts at points, he always pushes through. He is hopeful that he will be released some time and go back to his life. He uses this hope to get him through all his pain. He wants his life back and can not stand these camps anymore. He was always a rebellious person and used this. He thinks this way because he knows deep down it will all get better and he will return to his normal