Professor Rhodes
English
29 January 14
Fatherless Love
The vision of my Fatherless Love have became more and more of a blur to my past childhood memories of not having him there in my life as a young girl. This is my life not a story I always wanted to be daddy’s girl growing up. Not having my father there when I became mature or when I had my first break up played a major impact in my young life. ‘‘Dance With My Father’’ by Luther Vandross is a song that is very dear to me as he sings the lyrics to this song. Every time that I listened to this song thought always crossed my mind of having memory of a father and daughter dancing together and cherishing their moment together this is something that I long for from my father. Even though my father was not there to see the goreguerous young lady that I become today that are filled with goals and ambitious even self confidence. I’m no longer hurt or feel abandoned by not having him in my life. It’s crazy because I never pictured myself when I was younger that I would be a strong independent young adult that I am today and to have so much more to look for did not come see for three days. The day that I was brought into this world my father was nowhere in sight or could not be found for. You would think that the moment of a new life is being brought into the world that it would be a day to be cherished by my father. The only two things that come to my mind when I think of him is a NO GOOD MAN. How is it that my father could help bring a child into the world, but couldn’t be there to see that a precious life is born or to bond with me as a young girl and to be here for the best days to come ? As the years passed and I matured and grew up and I longed for a father to show me how I should be treated by a man and I also wanted the nights where I could sit and talk to him. Little did my father know I would open up my diary and write about him or the lonely nights, I would pray