Despair leads a person to depression. When Doctor Carrasco showed Don Quixote who he really was, Don Quixote became weak and depressed. When he was on his death bed, he said "why should a man get better when he is dying? It is such a waste of good health." (Man of La Mancha pg 75). His death is upon him and he has no hope for getting better. He is not Don Quixote anymore, but Alonso Quijana. On page sixty of Man of La Mancha, Don Miguel Cervantes says "I have lived nearly fifty-years and I have seen live as it is. Pain, misery, hunger .cruelty beyond belief." He states how life is if you see it as it is, rather then seeing the illusion. "I have been a soldier and seen my comrades fall in battle. I have held them in my arms at the final moment. These were men who saw life as it is, yet they died despairing. No glory, no gallant last words only their eyes filled with confusion, whimpering the question: Why? I don't think they asked why
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they were dying but why they had lived." (Man of La Mancha pg 60). Reality made these men second guess