Melinda’s feeling about her body changes as she sees herself in the mirrors or just as she thinks of what happened to her. When she sees herself in the mirror she feels disgusted by herself, saying that body, face, and lips are ugly.
One time that she went shopping with her mom, as she was walking around the store looking for jeans that will fit her, she saw herself in a mirror she says that she only sees “ dirty hair and a dirty face, raccoon rings around her eyes” and she pushes her bitten, scabby lips against the mirror and wonders how it would feel if all her skin was fresh and new. She feels like all her skin has been destroyed by fire, and now she's forced to wander through the thorny bushes of her life, despised. Another example is when she was at her house and she look herself in the her bedroom mirror and as soon as she sees herself, she put it away in her closet and faced to the wall, so she wouldn’t see …show more content…
However, since her parents are always working, they don’t really know what’s happening to her in school, outside school, and don’t even know about the event that happen to her that traumatized her. Since she doesn’t really has anyone to talk to about what happened to her, she feels even worse, because she wants to tell someone about it, so that’s why she doesn’t trust