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Ted Lavender’s death was the first death that he witnessed in the war. Lavender’s death was a huge hit for Lieutenant Cross in particular. Cross was daydreaming about Martha, a girl who is writing him and who he had previously went on a date with. Lieutenant Cross personally blamed the death on himself. He thought if he wasn't thinking of Martha he could have saved Lavender and realized they were going to be ambushed, potentially saving his him. Cross probably would have felt some guilt about Lavender’s death no matter what the circumstances of his death were, but the fact that he was daydreaming at the time makes it very easy for Cross to blame himself. Cross carried the burden of Lavender’s death heavily throughout the duration of the war. In fact, Lavender’s death is constantly reminded to the reader throughout the book. The fellow soldiers in Lavender’s squad keep his spirit alive however. Once they carried him to the helicopter for his body to be picked up, the smoked his marijuana and joked about his tranquilizers use and how probably didn't even feel the shot because he was so high. However, the group is still in disbelief about Lavender’s death. His death services as a reminded for the rest of the book as a ghost like figure to the