Dedication
Part 1
Childhood years
Was I ever wanted?
Is love always confusing?
Why Me?
The Dark Summer.
Am I only here for others to hurt?
Now you must grown up.
Losing the only one that loved me.
Part 2
Teenage years
Will life ever get better?
Now I know why.
You're in the Army now
Part 3
Adult years
Is it always about what you want?
Life gives life.
Don't believe everything you see and feel.
Part 4.
Is this what I was born to be, a punchingbag for everyone? The other shoe falls.
Just try harder, and you can do it
How can you do this,when you say you love me?
Could it get any worse?
I did nothing wrong.
Part 5.
I need to get away.
So humiliating.
Growing mentally stronger.
The escape.
Life starts over,or does it?
A day I will never forget.
Part 6
Reflection.
There is life after abuse.
Notes
Author Biography
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THIS IS DEDICATED TO THE ONES I LOVE.
To all the people in my life that has helped me to get to where I am today. To the ones that helped me made this book possible, the ones that created the hell this book is about. To the ones that have been or are in my life that have held my hand through the darkest of times and wrapped the tears from my eyes when I cried. You have also helped me to stand on my own two feet. But there are three special people I want to dedicate this book to.
Without you in my life I would have never wrote this book or the ones to follow. With out these 3 people and
God, I would not be the person I am today. These three special people among the many others, have showed me
I deserve to be loved. I deserve to be a whole person. I deserve to be happy.
To Addy Aarts, you have given me encouragement beyond belief. You have showed me I do deserve to be loved and treated like a princess. You have given me the support, freedom, and faith that I can do anything.
You taught me to trust in men again. You gave me a special gift that no other ever has. I will love you