My Thoughts
# Tujhe Har Lafz Pey Zaroorat Padti Meri !
Kaash Main Bhi Ek Jhoot Hota !
Yeh Sang Dilon Ki Duniya Hai , Yahan Sunta Nahin Faryaad Koi
Yahan Haste Hain Log Jab Bhi Hota Hai Barbaad Koi
♠ Kis Baat Pey Roothe Ho ? Pata Ho Toh Manaun Tumhein !
Woh Rooth Toh Jaata Hai , Shikayat Nahin Karta !!!
♣ Ehsaas Badal Jaate Hain Bas Aur Kuch Nahin
Warna Mohabbat Aur Nafrat Ek Hi Dil Se Hoti Hain !!!
# Zindagi Tujh Pey Bohot Ghaur Kiya Hai Maine !
Tu Faqat Rang Hai , Rangon Ke Siwa Kuch Bhi Nahin !!!
26 May 2013
2:08 a.m
Its 2 in the morning ! I am in my room , sitting on a chair. Air is gushing out from the cooler on my face and even light breeze is blowing ! Everyone has fallen asleep and the house has been surrounded by darkness and pin drop silence !
And I am here ! With a strange kind of a feeling ! A feeling of loneliness A feeling of continuously being rejected ! I want to cry this hell out , but I can’t. I guess my tears also have dried due to continuous mourning !
I am standing at such a stage of my life , when a person tends to commit a lot of mistakes. He is not able to differentiate between vice and virtue , fake and genuine. Similar it is , as in my case. I have continuously been deceived due to utter foolishness , stupid behavior and much more.
I now also admit that I do the greatest mistake of reacting upon a situation , very quickly , without even giving a second thought for a peaceful solution , instead of a heated argument. Whenever anybody angers me , I am set ablaze , and I just get too mad at that person.
I have not grown up to my fathers’ expectations ! I do admit that I did not work harder , as I should have done and the reason was my own care-lessness , care-free attitude and a lot of distractions which have played a perfect role in becoming a barrier between SUCCESS and ME. Procastination and laziness got added upon like jewels to the crown of my failure !
I am really very much dis-heartened
Kaash Main Bhi Ek Jhoot Hota !
Yeh Sang Dilon Ki Duniya Hai , Yahan Sunta Nahin Faryaad Koi
Yahan Haste Hain Log Jab Bhi Hota Hai Barbaad Koi
♠ Kis Baat Pey Roothe Ho ? Pata Ho Toh Manaun Tumhein !
Woh Rooth Toh Jaata Hai , Shikayat Nahin Karta !!!
♣ Ehsaas Badal Jaate Hain Bas Aur Kuch Nahin
Warna Mohabbat Aur Nafrat Ek Hi Dil Se Hoti Hain !!!
# Zindagi Tujh Pey Bohot Ghaur Kiya Hai Maine !
Tu Faqat Rang Hai , Rangon Ke Siwa Kuch Bhi Nahin !!!
26 May 2013
2:08 a.m
Its 2 in the morning ! I am in my room , sitting on a chair. Air is gushing out from the cooler on my face and even light breeze is blowing ! Everyone has fallen asleep and the house has been surrounded by darkness and pin drop silence !
And I am here ! With a strange kind of a feeling ! A feeling of loneliness A feeling of continuously being rejected ! I want to cry this hell out , but I can’t. I guess my tears also have dried due to continuous mourning !
I am standing at such a stage of my life , when a person tends to commit a lot of mistakes. He is not able to differentiate between vice and virtue , fake and genuine. Similar it is , as in my case. I have continuously been deceived due to utter foolishness , stupid behavior and much more.
I now also admit that I do the greatest mistake of reacting upon a situation , very quickly , without even giving a second thought for a peaceful solution , instead of a heated argument. Whenever anybody angers me , I am set ablaze , and I just get too mad at that person.
I have not grown up to my fathers’ expectations ! I do admit that I did not work harder , as I should have done and the reason was my own care-lessness , care-free attitude and a lot of distractions which have played a perfect role in becoming a barrier between SUCCESS and ME. Procastination and laziness got added upon like jewels to the crown of my failure !
I am really very much dis-heartened