I don’t understand what is going on or how to do this. I sit and think for hours on end and come up with nothing. This is how I felt in AP Chemistry and AP Calc and it’s how I feel now. I always become lost in those classes and it was so frustrating not being able to understand. I could hear the words coming from the teachers mouth but all I could respond with was a blank, empty stare. That stare revealed all I was feeling and all that I could not comprehend. It wasn’t a great feeling never knowing what was happening. This feeling would sometimes go away until I was faced with more knowledge that i just couldn’t understand once again. This feeling is there everyday throughout the different lessons taught in school.
Exhaustion- When will I ever get enough sleep? The feeling resulting from few hours of sleep and countless nights spent staying up late doing those long assignments that were always dreaded. The large, dark bags that sat under my partially closed eyes showed all that was going on. It feels as though weights are pushing down on every square inch of my body making it harder and harder to keep going. Now I’m to a place where I have …show more content…
The feeling of finishing an assignment that took 8 long, drawn out hours to finally complete. The feeling after receiving only a warning from the frightening, strict State Patrol Officer that pulls you over for excessive speeding. The feeling an inhaler gives the marathon runner after a long, exhausting 26.2 mile long run in the the brisk cold of fall. The feeling of making it to the correct gate for the long awaited flight back home for Christmas. The feeling a struggling, poor mother feels after finally receiving the check she desperately needed to feed her starving children. The feeling of weights being lifted off the soldier's shoulders when they are finally told they can come