Night Rave Monologue

Night Rave last weekend felt unreal to me. I’ve met this boy who changed my life for the better. I almost missed the chance to meet him, but I’m glad I did..for now. Although the boy was a pretty nice highlight of my night, the rave itself was amazing. Borgore was playing, the flashing lights piercing through my soul, and the fog machines blinding my eyes were absolutely perfect.

As I settled down in a place away from my sister, I started dancing. I couldn’t really see anyone, so I didn't care who saw me. I was dancing and my hair was swaying side to side. As the other people around me crowded up, we all were basically dancing in our little group. I’ve danced till I died. I was tired and gasping for air. It was getting pretty late so I was heading towards the exit.

As I headed towards the exit, people were still dancing. I was pushing around to find my way out, but in a kind way. A woman who was still dancing, thought I was dancing and bumped me with her hip and I stumbled across the boy. I apologized for bumping into him, explaining that I was trying to find my way out. He told me it was all perfectly fine and that I
I went back a few months ago when I met my ex. I told him I’ll do anything for him. As I said, he held my hand. Completely shocked by the same comparison, I saw my ex for a split second, even if they were completely different in looks. I was lost in both of their eyes for a second. My eyes started getting watery as I shook off the feeling. He started to lead me out of the rave as I looked for my sister and signaled to her I was leaving. I held on to his sweaty hand and didn’t let go at all. I thought to myself, wishing he could lead me through everything in this way. His tallness made the lights bounce off of him as he walked with his head high like a shadow. He held me as tight as a little boy holding his favorite toy. I missed this feeling. Being wanted by someone else. I wish this moment would stay