I had not yet drained the cup of sufferings, and I now feel that I still have many years to live. (Lermontov 160)
He believes that he has a “cup of sufferings” that he must empty before he can die. Thus, as we learned in “Bela”, Pechorin has a “restless fancy” and an “insatiable heart”. His “cup of sufferings” is his life that “becomes more empty day by day” (Lermontov 41). By writing this journal, Pechorin writes his own fate; his fate to become the Byronic Hero. The belief that he is the Hero leaves Pechorin with a fear of sliding into cliché, pushing him to more extremes to test his