P. O. V. Rouge Monologue

Prolouge
Kellin P.O.V Ugh.. Another lonely morning. I swear I just can’t stand this anymore, I need him back or I am going to loose it. I rolled over to my side to grab my phone off of the charger from my little wooden desk right next to my bed. I started to scroll through the spam of different text messages from Vic. Oh how I desperatly wanted to text him back and tell him to come back to me but I know I couldn’t, I knew we needed space away from each other for a long time, after all he did just cheat on me for three days, if I were to go back to him I would go insane wondering if I would ever be able to trust him with my heart again. After I finsihed thinking and scrolling through the spam I knew what I had to do, so I just replied back
with a simple, “I’m sorry but it’s over Vic..” Once I hit send I felt my heart shattered into a million pieces, I then started to ball my eyes out wanted to just give up on everything. Instead of doing anything drastic I just plopped my face back down into my pillow and just cried myself to sleep again like I’ve been doing for the many nights now.

4 Years Later Vic P.O.V It has been about 4 years now since the love of my life had let me go. I was stupid to just cheat on him like that! I’ve been thinking about it recently and I know I’m such a fool and I hate myself for it. But I knew I should have let go of that a long time ago but something just told my conscious that I had to hold on, as if there was going to be some type of magical hope, but I completely doubt it. Anyways even though I missed my Kellin and I had to let go I decided to call him after all these years and see if he wants to go and get coffee or something. So I got out of bed and got dressed in my favorite Twenty One Pilots hoodie, some black skinny jeans, and my black Toms. Once I got finished doing that I picked up my phone and checked the time and it was only 1:30, so I went to my contacts and called Kellin. I just heard the ringing over and over for about a minute, but then he finally answered. The first thing I heard was him say, “Hello? This is Kellin Quinn you are speaking to.” When I heard him say that sentence with so much confidence I guess he had moved on from me, but I just replied with, “Yes, uhh, Hey Kell, it’s me Vic, you know, Victor Fuentes, I just wanted to see how you have been and if you would maybe like to get coffee with me today.” Kellin then replied, “Oh hey Victor, I’ve been good and I’m not sure if I can get coffee today, I’m actually quite busy.” I got a little upset by that but then I tried to convince him by saying, “Oh come on Kellin, I mean since I know how you get when you are busy, why don’t you just take your mind off it and enjoy some fresh air with a nice cup of coffee, please?” Then I heard him sigh and he replied with, “Oh okay fine, I guess I will. I’ll meet you at Starbucks on Main Road. Okay?” I then said okay and hung up the phone and walked into my living room and grabbed my car keys off the table and headed out the door, locking it behind me. I raced to my car and jumped in and headed over to Starbucks.

Kellin’s P.O.V “Hey babe! I’ll be back in a little bit, my ex wanted me to go and join him with a cup of coffee! Bye, I love you!” I yelled through the house, but before I could have stepped foot outside of the house, my boyfriend, Gerard, dashed through the house and grabbed my waist and yanked me back in and held me in his arms and said, “Do you really have to go baby? You can stay here with me and we can just cuddle and watch scary movies till like three am.” I was flattered by the offer but I felt like I would disappoint Victor, even though I had moved on from him, it doesn’t mean I don’t want to be his friend or acquaintance atleast. So I rejected the offer and said, “As much as I would love to, I promised Victor that I would be there so I must.” We then hugged each other bye and I headed out the door and jumped in my car and headed to Starbucks.

About eight minutes later I had then finally arrived to my destination, I parked in the parking lot and turned off the car then got out and headed to the front of the shop. As I walked in I instantly smelled the wonderful smell of many different kinds of coffee, I had always loved the smell of the shop but I wasn’t too excited to see my ex after 4 years. But whatever, I just went up to the front and ordered a Caramel Macchiato. After I got my drink I then decided to sit on a chair and just kick it until Vic got here. Once he got here I seen him walk over to the front and also grab himself a coffee, I loved how he knew exactly what he was doing and always forgot to actually look around and enjoy life but that’s how he has always been. Once he finished ordering and got his coffee, he scanned the room trying to find me and once he spotted me I just smiled at him and he smiled back to me while walking over. This is how our conversation was:
Me (Kellin); Hey long time no see!
Vic: Yea it’s been so long since I last see you, you look great!
Me: Thank you and same to you.
Vic: So how have things been?
Me: They have been good, actually a year after we split I found a new guy, his name is Gerard Way, and we’ve been dating since.
My thoughts: After I had said that sentence I had seen his mood completely plummet, maybe I shouldn’t have said that.
Vic: Oh.. That’s good, I guess, are you guys like how we use to be..?
My thoughts: When he finished that sentence he had looked completely bummed. Crap I shouldn’t have told him about Gerard, well it’s too late now.
Me: Yea we are actually… I love him a lot. But what about you? Don’t you have a brand new and amazing boyfriend?
Vic: No, actually I’ve been drinking a lot more, self harming, and you know the usual when I’m depressed.
Me: Oh, I’m so sorry to hear..
Vic: Can we go and walk or something I need to get out of this place?
My thoughts: I knew how fast he could get claustrophobic and I could sense his anxiety so I just said okay and we headed out and took a walk.
Me: Hey are you okay?
Vic then grabbed my arm and pulled me in an ally way and he just smashed his lips upon my lips and I couldn’t fight the urge of wanting to kiss him back so I just let my tensed body relax and fall into Vic’s arms. He wrapped his arms around me and just held me, while I had snaked my arms from my side up to just hold onto his neck. We had stood their passionately kissing for about three minutes until a car rolled up and stopped then an angry Gerard jumped out of the car and things went downhill.

NO YOU CAN’T DO THIS!!!!
Vic’s P.O.V When I see Kellin pull away and he has a worried exspression on his face I turn in the direction that he was facing and all I hear is Kellin yell, “VIC RUN GET OUT OF HERE!!!!! DON’T ASK JUST GO!!!!!” After he yelled that to me I instantly did was he demanded and I ran down more into the ally way and turned right. Oh oh God, I hope he’s okay, I can’t go back though, he wouldn’t want me to.

Kellin’s P.O.V When Vic had dashed off into more of the ally I ran up to Gerard and spoke to him in a soft and worried tone, “Baby that was nothing, I swear!” He then shoved me away and yelled, “SHUT UP AND GET OUT OF MY WAY YOU CHEATING FOOL, I’M GOING TO HUNT HIM DOWN AND HE’S A GONER!! YOU HERE A GONER!!!!” He then raced after Vic and I didn’t know if I should run after hm or stay. I then started to think if I truley cared about Vic I needed to try and save him, so I did the only thing that was right and ran after him.

Vic’s P.O.V I kept running and then I ended up in a dead and I stopped to catch my breath and I felt a little safe, but that was before I turned around to see him, I was guessing Gerard, from the way I heard Kellin yell to him.
As I watched his every move I backed up more and more until I slammed my back into a wall and then I seen the man pull out a knife from his jacket pocket and he got closer and closer to me. Once he had fully gotten closer to me I did the only thing that I thought that I could do and I punched him straight into the jawline and I kicked in his knee, but he was quick to recover and slashed my shoulder. I winced in pain but I couldn’t stop and worry about that when there’s some random guy trying to kill me, I then punched him in the chest and tried to shove him back but I couldn’t, he was too strong and I was weak after running. Right we he had pinned me against the wall he had the knife inching closer and closer to my neck, but before I could lose all hope Kellin leaped onto Gerard’s back and pulled him back, but the thing was the knife made it’s way into my neck. I screamed by the pain and I fell to the ground and winced and screamed in
pain.

Kellin’s P.O.V I leaped onto Gerard’s back and pull him back away from Vic and I made him trip over a piece of cardboard and I started to punch Gerard while yelling, “GERARD!
STOP YOU MONSTER WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH YOURSELF?!!? YOU’RE LOSING IT!!” I didn’t have the time to try and look over at the badly shaped Vic because I had been too busy dodging and punching Gerard. Once he was knocked out for a while I ran to Vic’s aid and see that the knife that Gerard held had already begun it’s way into Vic’s neck and my eyes then began to well up full of tears and I asked him, “Oh my God, baby. It’s okay, I’m here, I won’t leave you again, just please answer me.” My heart was shattering by each short and hitched breath that he was taking by the anxeity attack he was having. I tried to calm him down by holding his hand and rubbing circles with my thumb, it had seemed to work because he breathing started to improve and return to norma but he wasn’t speaking so I tried to talk to him, “Baby, talk to me please..” I managed to say through my constant sobbing. When he had time to process what I had just said in his mind he just gripped tighter onto my hand and held his other hand up and placed it onto my face and wiped away some of the tears that had been streaming down onto my
shirt.

Ten minutes later, which seemed like forever, Vic finally spoke and said in small sentences at a time, “Kellin *breaths* I want you *breaths* to know that *coughs then breaths in deeply* I love you so much *breaths* and also *breaths* please *coughs quite a bit* don’t let *breathes deeper* me go... “ After he said that he eyes had closed and from me being calm I went into a total panic mode and started to speak, “Vic!? Victor?!? VICTOR FUENTES YOU WAKE UP RIGHT NOW!!!! PLEASE BABY!!! DON’T YOU DARE DIE ON ME!!! YOU CAN’T LEAVE ME ALONE LIKE THIS PLEASE!!!” I yelled at him and he wasn’t responding and I started to sob more and more by the second. Once I had realized he was gone and was going to wake up I reached out for the knife that had been dug into his neck and pulled it out. I think scooted over to Gerard and carefully ever so slighly started to dig the knife into his neck just like he did to Vic. Gerard’s eyes then popped open and he started to scream but I just leaned next to his face and whispered in his ear, “It won’t last forever, keep moving though and it will get worse..” I then dug the rest of the knife into his neck. His eyes then rolled back and shut and I just took out the knife and moved back over to Vic and interwid our fingers together and laid down next to him and I grabbed the knife in my free hand and I just whispered, “I won’t let go Vic, I promise. I love you so much.” Then jabbed the knife straight into my heart. Everything then went black.

Just a Dream Baby.
Vic’s P.O.V I pounced up on the bed and then screamed in terror and horror from the dream I just experienced and lost all of my breath due to another anxiety attack, and that caused Kellin to wake up right next to me and he just held onto me and spoke in a soft tone, “Hey baby it’s okay, calm down just breath.” I listened to him and he just rubbed my bare back with the palm of his hand, then he grabbed my shoulders and started to pull me down back on the the soft bed and he just wrapped his arms around me and held on me. I then thanked him for calming me down and leaned down and kissed his forehead and he then said, “Okay let’s try and go back to bed now, it’s three am and we need our sleep.” I then said okay and fell back into my slumber feeling safe with his arms wrapped around me. Now I felt at peace and I knew he wasn’t going to let go.