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Every morning, after I see Renji off to office, I close the grill door behind me ,put a chain around and lock it……
Last week I spent time packing up boxes and moving things around the house. In the process, I started pulling things out of places where I had stashed them for safe keeping, forgetting that I even had these treasured items. While I was in this Spring cleaning frenzy, I opened a closet, no different from an attic or shed, and found an old forgotten box. When I finally managed to open it, a little disaster punched me right in my face, figuratively of course, but it got me thinking.…
Today is one of those rare days in which it is raining and I’m sitting on the windowsill waiting for a sign. Something that says ‘move on’. There is still a part of me that hopes every day that you're alive and I haven't found you yet. I will have searched the far corners of the earth before I let myself believe you dead. I dream of you every night, then wake with the bitter taste of regret fresh in my mouth. You abandoned me. You have marooned me on this earth, and it is dark without your light by my side. All that fills my mind is when you were still beside me. I distinctly recall one summer when we were not quite children anymore and still too young to be adults. It was raining so hard that the streets were flooded for the first time in eighty years, and you had insisted on escaping to the desert.…
The day right after Halloween, of the year of 2014, was the day of my Uncle’s, Pollo’s funeral. It has been 2 weeks since he died in a hospital. Here is an excerpt from a daily action news, “A Red Bluff man who was beaten unconscious last week has died from his injuries officials announced Monday.Red Bluff Police were called to fight in progress on the 700 block of South Jackson Street just after 5 p.m. Wednesday. When officers arrived found 33-year-old Rogelio McDarment lying in the road near an apartment complex. McDarment was taken to Mercy Medical center where he died Saturday. Working with a vehicle description and witness descriptions, investigators identified Joseph Michael…
Everyone knows that cancer is bad, right? Cancer is nefarious. It kills and it’s hard to get rid of. In one way or another it affects everyone. I hate it.…
The study of labor is obviously important to those of us who live in a town like Flint, Michigan, but, when we broaden the definition to include the overall history of working people we find how important the story of labor is to all Americans. While this course will certainly focus on organized labor, it will also look at the history of work and workers from Colonial times to present day. This course, which is a combined lecture/discussion class, will also focus on the role ethnicity, race and gender have played in this history of American labor.…
I always believed that there is life after death and that you need to live your life to the fullest because once is something taken from you then you will regret not having it. The commencement in 2005 by steve jobs moved many people. He says “ Remembering that I’ll be dead soon is the most important tool I’ve ever encountered to help me make big choices in life.” He had a really hard choice to make, either give up or keep pushing forward, but just like his says “ You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.” Steve jobs had big visions and big ideas for this world. He speech spoke to many people and gave many people inspiration because he didn't give up and looked at the cup half full and not half empty.…
Sometimes things can be hard, but can get a lot better with company. When my parents passed, I was devastated. I was completely broken until my grandma bought me my iguana. His company there has helped me feel a lot better through and through. Dealing with death isn’t always an easy thing to do by yourself.…
As one can see the personal losses I have chosen, do not deal with death. This is due to the fact that I have not been expose to any death that I have had a personal connection with. In all three cases, I have coped fairly well, at the same time it was not an overnight process. It has been a personal journey to overcome my situation, I did not let these events beat me. I believe this made me into the person I am now.…
Contents Dedication Part 1 Childhood years Was I ever wanted? Is love always confusing? Why Me? The Dark Summer.…
1. In the articles, “Whispers from the Grave.” And “The Haunted House.” By Katia Bachko, and Valerie Worth. The interest of many individuals are sparked. One example of this would be following the idea of the actual shows that we watch at home. “Most viewers watch shows like Ghost Hunters with the same skepticism that they bring to Jersey Shore or any other reality show.” (Bachko Pg 7) This shows how our brains thinking can be tied with multiple different things, and still have the same result. Going into these shows as viewers, we are curious what is going to happen next. Weather it is a ghost reading, or DJ Pauly doing something stupid again. Another example of this interest would be the success of the actual horror franchise. “Many best…
It was a beautiful sunny day in the middle of winter. My husband and I had just recently moved out of the States to live in Europe, mainly to be closer to his family. We realized quickly we didnt know our way around in this new country and new city so we began to go on a walk in a new part of town each morning. This one particular morning we had no time for our normal peaceful walk due to the sad loss of my father inlaw. We were running late for the funeral as we rushed across a bridge to the funeral home in a panic. As we made it about half way across the bridge we found a dog. My husband discusted by dogs instantly reminded me we had to hurry, but I couldnt help my self I had to help the adorable thing. After a strong gilt trip and begging…
My Father Was 62 Years of Age and My Mother was 16 Years Old when I was Born . My Father was appointed full custody of me at the age of 7 Years Old. I was repeatedly Touched Inappropriately, it started to occur every day and then 4 to 5 times a week until finally I was raped. I would hurt so badly, Emotionally, Mentally, and Physically. My only way to cope with the pain was to drink. My father had liquor Cabinet, I started to steal his whiskey and drink to before I was molested. I numbed me, made me void of any awareness of what was happening. This continued for the tenure of 3 years and during and after this time span I would suffer violent sexual acts from 3 more violators. I have been spat on, beaten, and even burned if I resisted, if I showed any emotion. I had no hope, I had no knowledge of Jesus at this time, and I had one album Entitled “Jesus Christ Superstar”. I had siblings, well into their 40’s who wanted to take me to church. But I Questioned God, I thought that he, much like the countless others I trusted, would hurt me if I got too close to him. Later on in life my Father had become mentally ill, I moved to Maryland and my life became the victim to more abuse, being beaten, locked in closets, and deprived of food. My sister threatened to kill and told my mother to take me in, When I moved in with my mother, I became a victim to drugs, fighting, etc. A LONG LIST OF Bad behavior and addictions followed that led to the consequences of me being incarcerated and held in a Juvenile detention facility. I prayed and Asked God to get me out and he did just that. My viewed changed as I called on God to get me out of every problematic situation since then. Sure I’ve had my indecisive moments were I would reason within myself and battle in my mind. I’ve had were I fell and put the blame on God but the more I read my bible the more I wanted, I started to…
My mother had been domestically abused by my father for a number of months and she didn’t want us living under these circumstances. To this day, my parents divorce has been one of the most significant moments in my life that has left an impact and took me by surprise. I still remember the house and the last foot steps I took out, while looking back at the first house my parents worked so hard to get. While my father was at work, my mom had me pack what ever I could fit in my ninja turtle back pack and told me we we’re going to Disneyland. I knew something didn’t seem right and insisted that we wait for my father, but was told he was going to meet us there. It was then that the taxi driver pulled up and picked me up and sat me in the back seat. It wasn’t until a couple weeks later, when my mother told me I wasn’t going to see my father anymore. It was then that I knew I was burdened with taking over the male role in the family, the ideology of growing up to be the “machismo” in the family. For months my mother struggled to provide for us, but with the help of my grandparents was able to barely get by. I learned to do things around the house by watching my grandfather and helping him with anything and everything. I was only eight years old at the time, but I considered myself a man and I needed to do manly things. However, since my…
One Saturday night, as usual, I had a quarrel with my father about my going to night market late. I slammed the door and walked out of the yard desperately, calling my friends to pick me up at the gate of the park nearby my home. As I was waiting, I saw a father, holding his little daughter’ hand tightly, passed through my sight. The little girl was about four years old, talking joyfully about her school life and how her classmates envied about her beautiful hairdo. Her father only smiled at her rosy cheek, saying nothing as response. She was too concentrative, however, to notice a bump on the road, and fell down at the next second. The little girl cried out loudly, bleeding. At that moment, I could clearly see the anxiety on his father’s face. He held her in arms and tenderly comforted his beloved child. He even borrowed some tissues from me then rushed back home in no time without saying thank you. I stood on the spot for more than ten minutes, looking afar at their receding back. I couldn’t tell why my eyes were filled with tears after witnessing this scene. All I wanted to do is to run back home, apologize to my parents and give them a…