Personal Narrative-It's Stupid Racism

It’s stupid fucking reflection time! It’s about to be ten o’clock and I still have typed the paper. I did do a little research and wrote a little down, but I’m still being a lazy piece of shit. Stupid shit is running through my mind like Christina’s fucking discovering bullshit part 2! In all honesty, I was pretty fucking surprise to what bullshit Hitelo got himself into this time, and “I told you so” never once crossed my mind. Maybe I was too hopeful and thought since Alexa has been born, he wouldn’t be doing shit like that in the first place. He accusing Christina of fucking around should have been a red flag because he done this before and it turned out he was the one who had a one night stand. Those girls he was talking too were teenagers too and they were sending each other nudes. Cracker on a whacker. And I’ve been meaning to say this but didn’t have the words for it
I don’t get what his fucking deal is and he needs to get his head out of his ass. He probably don’t respect what Christina’s been doing with the baby, he assumes its easy shit when it’s not. Whatever Honduras said about how she’s being dumb because she left him gets off easy, I agree. I don’t agree with the “so you should cheat too” but she already did, no matter how much she denies it or claims it doesn’t count cause he only put it in for a minute. Thinking about some more and it is pretty ignorant to think that just because Alexa is here that they’ll stop all their bullshit. It stopped Christina but that’s because she has to watch her all day. Reminder to self; babies don’t fix shit automatically. In all honesty, I thought they did got better and worked it out, but some shit never changes. Zilla did have her stupid-as-fuck moments, but this dude always has to amp it up. Truth and trust is something they desperately need, not one or the other, both are very important. Slowly I’m learning little more about myself, maybe it’s because there’s not