I don’t know how to start this letter, I guess I will began by saying that are not mad at you, and if anything I thank you because you had been honest to me, it’s my fault I didn’t want to understand.
Seeing you and Dee Saturday was a reality check, at first I felt so awful as a person when she came and hug Monica, and then me; it was like she was so happy to see us. She looked so happy Wade, I couldn’t help to feel envious, but not in a bad way… I am truly happy for her.
Then I come across you and I wished earth had just opened up and swallow me whole…I couldn’t leave, I had to face it and fake, act like I didn’t care….inside I was feeling like crap, thinking why I had letting this situation gone this far, why was I letting myself