I am 16 years old and counting, and still fatherless with crazy thoughts, imagining he’s dead or if I did something to keep him away. I have always wondered where my father could be. My emotions were always uncertain about where he could be and why he wasn't present in my life. Never wanted it to be known I had that I cared and had a heart to know where his presents was. Somehow my mother managed to still loving care for me without a mate to help.
For example, My anger caused a big role in not having a father. Having a empty and a questioned heart was not as easy as you all would imagine. Knowing that I have a father, but don't know one thing about him can be very infuriating. In a young lady's eyes like mines he’s nothing