Personal Narrative: My First Semester Of Highschool

My first semester of highschool was difficult, but it’s because of me that it’s been difficult. I’ve had trouble staying motivated to do almost anything at all, and when finding motivation my brain goes numb and I stop thinking completely, and by the time I realize this, it’s already late at night, I know that it sounds like an excuse, but why would I make an excuse when it’s already too late to do anything about my grades, why bother trying to make something up to get people off of my back instead of just coming clean and telling the truth? It’s because I am telling the truth. By the time my thought has returned I’m exhausted and shrug off my work, putting it off and letting it pile up, I can't do this any longer, I need to start being
more efficient and stop getting so lost in nothing. I need to learn how to be able to focus more and be able to find motivation more easily. I haven’t had many successes yet, but I plan to this semester. This semester has gone by much quicker than expected, it feels like just a few days ago I started highschool.