Personal Narrative: My War For Me

I believe that I have followed the clues to the correct area. However, I’ve been disconcerted with the “how” I got there…this story cannot end in a zero, that just doesn't make sense. I had to think, and let the lines converge to have an ending to this ‘chase’ that satisfies me in my heart (I borrowed the words because they expressed my feeling best – I hope you don’t mind: )
“The human mind…”, “…is constantly judging others and identifying faults without relating them to itself.”
A word that is key = forgiveness ("pardon, forgiveness, indulgence“).
“GOD WILL FORGIVE ME, THAT’S WHAT HE DOES.” = FORGIVING KING (Gematria) = 888
FORGIVE A SINNER
WE ARE FORGIVEN (Gematria) = 1888 & 888
Elizabeth coin facing Liberty. Liberty is ‘freedom from the bondage of sin’ = LAW OF LIBERTY (Gematria) = 888
“My War for Me” – oxygen = I INHALE OXYGEN (Gematria) = 888 = (One (1) Oxygen molecule has 8 protons, 8 neutrons, and 8 elections.
Oxygen is essential for temporal physical life. Without, we cease/halt (WWWH).
In the movie Blade Runner, the character Batty is a human looking machine with a maximum lifespan of 4 years. Batty was specifically designed and programmed to kill. Faced with his impending mortality, Batty shows empathy and forgiveness by saving Deckard’s (played by Harrison Ford) life, the man hired to ‘expire’ him. In Batty’s final moments he delivers his moving “Tears in the Rain” soliloquy, and as he dies, the white dove he had been holding flies free into the
sky.
Batty - “I've seen things you people wouldn't believe. Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhäuser Gate. All those moments will be lost in time, like tears...in...rain. Time to die.”