The second death was on purpose and she did not mean to return from it. Instead, she was as "shut as a seashell" emotionally and physically from the world until she was called back by people who had to pick up the worms off of her dying corpse. She believes that "Dying, Is an art, like everything else," and that she does it “exceptionally well” because each time, "it feels real," and gets easier and easier for her. She can do it in a cell, or do it and stay in the same place. The hard part she says is coming back to the same old, same old. The return to the same place and body, in broad daylight where everyone in the crowd see’s her do this and shout out, “A miracle!” She believes people should pay her to look at her scars, hear her heartbeat, “And there is a charge, a very large charge” for receiving a word, getting to touch her or be touched by her, even a bit of blood, pieces of her hair or
The second death was on purpose and she did not mean to return from it. Instead, she was as "shut as a seashell" emotionally and physically from the world until she was called back by people who had to pick up the worms off of her dying corpse. She believes that "Dying, Is an art, like everything else," and that she does it “exceptionally well” because each time, "it feels real," and gets easier and easier for her. She can do it in a cell, or do it and stay in the same place. The hard part she says is coming back to the same old, same old. The return to the same place and body, in broad daylight where everyone in the crowd see’s her do this and shout out, “A miracle!” She believes people should pay her to look at her scars, hear her heartbeat, “And there is a charge, a very large charge” for receiving a word, getting to touch her or be touched by her, even a bit of blood, pieces of her hair or