Throughout On My First Sonne we are able to see that Jonson is trying to find the positive aspects of his son’s death and is looking at it in a positive way. Jonson would actually like to stop his emotions, to stop feeling like a father: “O, could I loose all father, now”, i.e. if only I could give up feeling this terrible grief for my son – but, of course, he cannot. If he could stop feeling like a father, then he might be able to see some faintly positive side to what has happened: his small son has escaped the “world’s, and fleshes rage” , i.e. the terrible passions and griefs we all experience, including, no doubt, the terrible pain that Ben Jonson now feels as a father. Jonson is urging himself to mourn in a selfless, unegoistic way. He senses that he may have had too much of his own pride invested in the little boy: now, terribly, the child just “lent” to him for a while by “fate”, has been “exacted” from him like a debt. He has had to pay him back to “fate” or heaven. This I unlike the “Manhunt” where the persona is remembering the negative aspects of the man…