Resist... can you?

Temptations Hard To Resist!
At certain times in life we all have been tempted by different things. Even though they might be risky, we still choose to explore a bit more about them. We all find it curious to see what it can be like. Some might be fun and yet others not so fun. It all depends on which situation you’re facing. Once I was faced by situation in which I felt tempted badly by it.
Two years ago by this same time I was dating the most amazing guy I’ve met in my life, well that I thought. He treated me like a princess and gave me all the love and appreciation a girl could receive from his boyfriend. I thought that I “loved” him but it only it was a strong attraction towards him. That, I discovered after my adventure with my ‘temptation’. At the begging I felt guilty but I just got used to it. At times I felt alive and changed. My ‘temptation’ turned out to be my next door neighbor. Of all people I wouldn’t have imagine that he could have been my weakness. But it wasn’t my fault that I decide to play around with him. My so called boyfriend had the fault of my doing and that’s why I don’t feel any regret of doing so. He started to change his attitude with me. I thought that maybe the problem between us was me, but it wasn’t. We even talked about what was going on and he said that everything was okay, nothing to worry about.
A few days after our talk I found out that he was cheating on me. So obviously I was devastated, one year of relationship gone to waste. He decided to fool around with a harlot. After knowing what he did to me I choose to stay with him. I confronted him and told him that I knew what was going on. He begged for forgiveness and I was so dumb that I forgave him. A few weeks later he still was cheating on me with that floozy. Oh, boy was I mad! I told myself “Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me.” After knowing it I didn’t confronted him and pretended that everything was okay. One day I was talking with my neighbor and