Nguyen was glad when people thought she was her boss’s escort because it showed that she was still young and fragile. On the contrary, Nguyen witnesses a group of girls picking up money thrown at their feet and as a result stopped feeling flattered. “...behind their dreamy bodies and their youth, they carried all the invisible weight of Vietnam’s history...I left the restaurant deafened by the imperceptible sound of the shock of bills against their skin”(125). She was feeling a boost of self confidence but just as fast as that had come it went out the window. She saw the reality of what the girls had to deal with. Not only has it made her feel a sense of guilt but distant from what she thought was real. In conclusion, Nguyen An Tinh realizes the truth of what really happens behind her ignorance and her perception. She realized the gap between her and the other women in Vietnam was bigger than ever. In the process of realizing so we see that she is an outsider even
Nguyen was glad when people thought she was her boss’s escort because it showed that she was still young and fragile. On the contrary, Nguyen witnesses a group of girls picking up money thrown at their feet and as a result stopped feeling flattered. “...behind their dreamy bodies and their youth, they carried all the invisible weight of Vietnam’s history...I left the restaurant deafened by the imperceptible sound of the shock of bills against their skin”(125). She was feeling a boost of self confidence but just as fast as that had come it went out the window. She saw the reality of what the girls had to deal with. Not only has it made her feel a sense of guilt but distant from what she thought was real. In conclusion, Nguyen An Tinh realizes the truth of what really happens behind her ignorance and her perception. She realized the gap between her and the other women in Vietnam was bigger than ever. In the process of realizing so we see that she is an outsider even